such a blast these days !

Hello World : D

just wanted to share with you guys
on what's been going on with me
well,it's been SOOO MUCH fun lately :D

the fact that the 4 of us have been home with each other and just hanging out.
Super fun! we're totally enjoying every second of it :)
i just wish it'll stay this way as it is the only strength & power that they shot me in my soul to get through days smoothly & excitingly!

i love you with all my joyful heart mama, kyana, afa

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oooo wow !

FUNKY afternoon :P

gulai tempoyak
+
ikan pari masak asam pedas
+
asam boi & limau juice

satisfying lunch //
delicious combination !


THANKS maaa


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Experiments In The Kitchen

first time making baked pasta i never knew i could do it. gotta admit though, it was pretty tasty . Ohh yummmm. the mozarella cheese as the ultimate topping ! Oh yessss ! :D

can't wait to make more cuisines !

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Spring Cleaning ****

Shiny Shiny new room !
And house !

well, technically it was just after some cleaning up. After YEARSSSSS.
wow. that was really...... refreshing. feels prominently good :)
my mama and i spent the whole day cleaning up the house.
We were yawning our way to the kitchen as we were gonna start there, it was not even 5mins and our eyes were all watery hahaha
However. the OLD treasures kept us awake. it really did!!!
We were laughing happily looking at the 'ancient' stuffs and pictures we've had in the past.
Awwww. good old days. beautiful memories. haaahhhhh :)

Actually, i've always loved doing spring cleaning ESPECIALLY when it's at home. Makes me feel there's so much more in life than we think of, in a way.
it's true. and it somehow gives me that certain relieve as to make me not think of the inevitable daily stresses.

So, after the kitchen. My room. And afa's really :)
the old books / magazines / blahhhh
and moved on to our toys! oh yeah. that was the best part!!!
Some of the gadgets and doll stuffs still work !
it was so much fun playing with it after what. A decade !
Definitely felt like a kid again. not that im old, i'm just saying :)

Besides that, i found a piece of paper that had my handwriting all over it.
and i was pretty shocked as to what i wrote on it.
it was random , as i remember back then.
it's a POEM.
i do remember writing it when i got back from school.
and i just felt like expressing my thoughts (RANDOM.odd. and it felt weird as writing's not really my favourite thing to do)

alrighty, i'll share this with you guys.
So, here it goes.
Oh my, this is a little embarassing. but, what the heck :p
i remember writing this when i was in 6th grade.
oh goshh.
okay. READY ?




Life can be really fun :)
Sometimes it's just playing hard to reach to.
Full of experiments & thrills.
but one thing's for sure,
Life has never been boring ,
nor dull.
If a soul has ever thought of it that way,
then they just do not know how to live it to the fullest,
and appreciate things around them.
Take a look of what's there with us right now,
Don't ever take them for granted,
Even when there's the deepest scratch in our open wound.

i surprise myself sometimes ha ha ha

THANK YOU MAMA . I LOVE everyday WITH YOU AROUND

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chicken chop's a strong string

it was fun!
after my lovely brother, afa finished work. he was really hungry.
he wanted something different. something hot & fulfilling.
kway teow / burger / bigmacs were just..... toooooooo NORMAL. so then, mama gave an idea - CHICKEN CHOP. oh yummm! just the thought of it is already wooooooh enough! :)

at first i just wanted the fries but then afa asked me to dip the hot-tasty-peppered fries with the mushroom gravy and oooohhhhh YUM it was SOOOO gooood :D

then i ended up eating half of it after afa's satisfied his tummy.
it was not my fault!!! the fritted chicken was SOOOOOOO goooooood.
i know i've said that twice, but really. IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOOOOOOD :D

that's probably because we haven't had that in the longest time so yeah. thats probably it.

i loved it. the whole night. it was just me mama and afa. kyana was busy with work but we could feel her there with us as well :) kyana i miss you

at the dining table, we were laughing like old times. it felt awesomely powerful because it has been toooo long since the last time i was home. (that was 2weeks, hehehe STILL! 2 weeks - wayyyyyyyy too long for me to handle)

thank you chicken chop & hot fries. you're so powerful. you made my night. filled it with sweet guffaw and satisfaction of our not-so-grumbling stomach. and afa filled it with his songs that he played for me and mama. as he knows i love live performances :D

so many other things happened tonight. i'll keep it in my heart. all you have to do is just picture a table full of laughter and more laughter and MORE LAUGHTER to get the idea of what i went through tonight

alright! see you soon !

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finally.

this is such a relief :)

we were waiting like crazy for this moment.
After hours and HOURS of staying awake to cramp EVERY detail of media histories.
Only 2 hours of sleep in 36 waking hours before the real deal.
the last paper of the semester. DONE !!!! :D

he was there. hmppp. sitting at the back. the same row as i was. good bond hahah what does that even mean ? haaha.
i guess what i'm trying to say is that we connected in a very "hi-friend' kinda thing.
it feels pretty good not to have that spark anymore though.
strange how that may sound as i previously gave a highly enthusiastic emotions and pictures of this guy and how 'awwwww' he was to me.

nah, not anymore.

reason??? the next post maybe. not now. he's not that 'urgent-to-update' anymore.
WOW. it really does feel good. i feel like singing. because i think i'm OVER him :p
Just friends - that's good.adequate

alright then. more in the next one. heheee

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FOCUSSSSSSS !

eliani. you gotta stay focus !!!!!
it's exam week. you don't have to think about him.
at least not now alright ::
but i can't help it. he's still on my mind.
dang it! is this even worth thinking for ? how would i know??
i guess that's what i have to figure out myself.
he keeps making me guess and wonder about him.
that's just cruel. and on my part, i think i am denying the fact that i actually like this amazingly adorable guy
till then.
will update my thoughts :b